You don’t live your life by lyrics

I guess when all was said and done, I was nothing more than a God-damned, trendy-ass poser.

It’s been a strange few days. Like a David Lynch movie. I have felt more dissociated with myself lately than I should. That feeling that you are just going through the motions of life or watching it on a screen and you have no real control of what will happen. It used to freak me out (like I have Dissociative Identity Disorder) but I have learned I’m not the only one who feels like this sometimes and I really have nothing to worry about. Now I have even learned to sometimes enjoy the dream like wonder that comes from these episodes. I guess I’m not the best conversationalist when it happens though, forgive me. I think it may have something to do with the extreme lack of sleep I’ve been getting lately. Oh well, it should be over soon. It happens for about three days once or twice a year usually.

I have nothing more to say.

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